Meant to be

Meant to be writing a post of deodorant, but that can wait til tomorrow.

Meant to be writing a report, but that can also wait.

Meant to call someone back, but no not that either.

Instead it’s me

a few chats

Tim Minchin, in Californication

and some Awkward.

Oh and chardy.

Happy Wednesday.

Yeah, Hi. (I mean no harm)

I come in peace

Sometimes I feel like an alien.

Not quite sure why I can’t interpret this world.

Why things work out the way they do.

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Nine Inch Nails: Closer (Uncensored) (1994) from Nine Inch Nails on Vimeo.

All or nothing

It all seems perfect one second

Then two seconds later I can’t seem to remember that

Remember that I’m on my way

That it’s not as bad as it was

That I have made progress

That I’m not always this way

And that I’ll snap out of it soon

It’s like the two sides don’t believe each other exists


When she was good she was very very good
And when she was bad she was horrid

I was born this way


Back from Lady Gaga.

A birth. Leather. Meat. Love and us little monsters.

Comfy seats.

A Rah sighting.


The wind is swirling.

I’m on the 34th floor.

Curling up by myself on a sofa bed.

And looking forward to a new day.

I’m on the right track.

Baby I was born this way.

No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life,
I’m on the right track baby,
I was born to survive.

Who the hell am I?


Thanks for asking

I am a lover and a fighter.

A 29 year old woman, who feels much more comfortable in her skin heading for thirty than ever before.

Even though I’m less sure of the day to day than I’ve been in my life.

I’m a speech pathologist. but I haven’t worked in five months.

I know my stuff, I just don’t always believe it.

Perpetual student, both officially and unofficially.

I’m a doubter. About anything I do.

Or I throw myself into it impulsively. Sometimes with great results. Sometimes terrible.

I’m easily tempted, and avoid many vices.

Once I start I’m not great at stopping.

I’m a daughter and a sister and an Aunty, and feel at my most valuable when I’m helping others.

I have terrific advice to give.

But am working on taking it myself.

I like to stand up for what is right.

And avoid petty squabbles.

I’ll fight for you if you’re weaker than me.

But want to be looked after if I see you as stronger.

I still sleep with my stuffed childhood toy.

And giggle.

Wear cats ears.

And curl up in your arms.

I want to grow up.

But not lose my spark.

Queen of Hearts

I am Fiona.

The little lioness.

Mew? =^.^=

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