I’m settling in.
I like living here.
Work has been up and down.
But easy isn’t what I do.
I’m finding what I love to do.
My favourite places, people.
Myself. My interests.
Passions.
I think I could stay here awhile.
Be better if Rish was here!
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NINJAS
I’ve put myself through a lot this past 2 months.
Moved house.
Moved cities.
Away from my partner of a billion years.
In with a housemate. even though I don’t like people that much.
A new job.
Different social circles.
Lost 2 people in my circles to suicide.
No wonder I’m a little stressed at times.
But I have things in place.
A new gym.
I walk to and from work.
I have a GP. As of yesterday.
I’m getting help in re-implementing my stress management strategies. Like not being my harshest critic ALL the time. Oh and breathing every now and then.
Look after yourselves.
With pocket ninjas.
And kind words.
Don’t be afraid of seeking someone external. Someone neutral to talk through things with. Someone who isn’t caught up in it all with you. Who is trained to give you neutral, strategic advice. Or to just be an ear. To let you know that what you think you SHOULD do actually is right. And that you CAN do it.
And if you are asking people if they’re okay, be ready that they might actually so NO. And there may be tears. It’s like that sometimes.
http://www.lifeline.org.au/ – 13 11 14
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Got back to the gym today, joined one down the street, close to work and home. Had to work out those sore sore legs from the weekend.

Official results
Got allocated some more clients today, now I really feel like I’m getting into things :) Still got HEAPS of orientation and learning to do, but I feel kinda like I’m about to be useful soon ;)
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Spent most of the day reading, drinking tea. A little zoned out, but still continuing with orientation. Many tissues were used.


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Crashed out last night about 8:30pm, after lots of tissues and cold and flu tablets. Woke up at my alarm this morning, not wanting to move, but it’s only day 4, I ought to go to work and meet with my managers!!!
Doped up again on cold and flu tablets, I made it til 12…. then about 12:15 my senior looked at me and said “are you okay?” um no… a minute later my recess had been thrown up *sigh*. I’m sure it was a mix of the cold, the tablets and tiredness rather than anything like a tummy bug or food poisoning. Feeling “okay” now, just the running nose again. We’ll see!

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